injection ...

* 18th June 2005 *

suntik de hepatitis B , dos 3
at a klinik near new warta there
cz de 1 i went last time close liao

after i went in ,
when i 1 2 gv name
i saw a boy
sapu many white color de medicine
he's having CHICKENPOCK !
i quick RAN OUT !!!
cz i x yet kena

bla bla bla ...

inside de room :
i sat down on de chair
suddenly , i rmb about de boy jus now
i quickly STAND UP
cz i scare he left his bacteria on de chair
den jus standing loo
when de doctor 1 2 suntik liao
oni i sit down

b4 he suntik ,
i ask him 2 sapu many many de dunno wat
den he suntik loo...
i din cry , jus hv tears

bla bla bla ...

tat day ,
my right hand no strengh
1 2 write during tuition oso hard

tat nite ,
i wear sleeveless and mini skirt
2 church.
hehe ...
i think many ppl look at me
cz my shirt is tat kind tight de
and de effect quite big
haih ...
feel pai seh , malu ...



* 19th June 2005 * ~ father's day

wake up quite early cz hv bio tuition
but hoo..
me right hand pain ~~~
benggak liao
haih ...

bla bla bla ...

tat day ,
i oso wear sleeveless 2 church
and i saw him ( as i guess )
cz he din go on saturday
hehe ...
~ present 4 fathers tis year : mug


* 20th June 2005 *

bla bla bla ...
skip la ...



* 21st June 2005 *

hv assembly in de hall lo
after tat hv ceramah loo..
skip ...



* 22nd June 2005 *

haih ...
suntik de campak thing ...

b4 went in :
i stil ok de
jus hv abit saturday de feel lo
after de nurse checked my head + neck
and took a card
ma went into de suntik place lo

after went in :
Q up at de right side ( chinese nurse )
beratur b4 wc , mei and bla bla bla ...
but den jus feel tat dun1 wc beratur after me
so i let her 1st lo
n mei oso move infront
thought tat i oso 1 2 let her 1st
she said last 1 bla bla bla...
and i told her tat
" i oso din say 1 2 let u 1st "
kakaka ...

after tat ,
they continue tok lo
suddenly , dunno y
jus feel lik 1 2 cry again

i went 2 a side
really 1 2 cry liao..
i squat down
and start crying ...

i think
others all shock gua
cant imagine GOH SEA WIN cry lehh ...

sy : " dun think of ur dad's family thing... "
sw : " x cz of tat la.. "
bla bla bla ...
nurse : " y cry ? "
sy : " she oni took a injection on saturday... "
nurse : " i ask de nurse's leader 1st. "
de nurse tok sumthing about
i can took de suntikan outside
sure i wont la ...
so mafan !
parents aure scold me ...
sumthing lik tat la ..
x really can rmb

den go sit down at there loo
i gv my left hand 4 de injection

imbas kembali ...
sw : " tis wed. can i get suntikan campak ? "
doctor : " can , but use diff hand .. "
back ...
haih ... sui ...

b4 inject ,
sw : " put tat thing more ahh ... "

after inject ,
sw : " which side less ppl ? "
sy : " walk here la , i block u. "
walk ...
sy : " head down. "
sy : " kh room hv ppl , head dun up 1st. "
actually i saw la ...

den went 2 toilet ...
wash face ..
using 1 hand ...

after tat ,
went into class ...

sit down liao ,
" sleeping pose "
i put my eyes on my hand
and start crying again ...

went 2 toilet after finish cry ~~~
saw pui san , wei lee
i din tok , din ans anything

anyway ,
i think they all thought
de main reason is i scare
but actually not !

haih ...
i oso x really noe y i cried !
sure hv abit feel scare de lo
really abit nia
but i think de main reason
is bcz i 1 2 cry ...

b4 tat day ,
i adi said tat i wanna cry..
long time din cry liao
cry out oso good laa

after recess ,
hv ceramah loo ..
by 3 men from city bank

at home after scl ,
dad phone 1 2 find mom
mom x at home
and he ask me
how's de injection ?
~ i told him tat morning
i said i cry loo..
dad : " jiang yang oo de meh ? "
cw : " ni de chuo la.. "
dad : " y u learn de bad thing ? "
cw : " cz yi chuan la , ur genetic ! "

haih ...
my jia zu ( dad side )
included those uncles , aunts
all oso scare of syringe de !!!

and
another bad thing
we waris is >> bald !!!
haih ...


flash back ...

last year november ,
mom force me 2 go 4 body check up
suppose f2 de ,
but i tunda til end of f4

actually de main thing is check
" tai geng bao "
and others oso la

but de doctor said x nid check all
so , i check " tai geng bao "
and hepetitis B loo..

de doctor jus took out de
syringe ( stil inside de plastic bag )
i adi cried stil half die
really veli veli cham tat kind
haih ...

den ,
usually oni hv 1 nurse de
but de other nurse oso came out
help 2 hold me
haih ...

tat day my left hand
blue black ahh

not veli long from tat day ,
went 2 take report..

de " tai geng bao "
i kena
is tat kind
always angry de gua
i think ..

but den ,
my hepatitis B
pertahanan >> 0 ( negative )
and i hv 2 take 3 suntikan
jus lik standard 6
haih ...

i " huh " so loud
when i noe nid 2 hv injection again
haih ...
tat day din cry ,
jus tears ...

1 month later ...
went 4 de 2nd dos wit wc
mom adi register 4 me
when i reached there
nurse : " dun cry again ! "
omg ...
quite malu lehh ..
de 1st thing she said when she saw me
haih ...
tat day din cry ,
jus tears oso..
but not tat much as de 1st dos

de 3rd dos was half year later ,
shud b 19th June 2005

back ...

tat nite ,
start 2 do moral de
tugasan harian !
til midnite ..
haih ...
friday hv 2 pass up



* 23th June 2005 *

yesterday hyee read de thing
2day was lc turn

i skip volleybal...
went home do moral

at last ,
finish tugasan harian

tat nite ,
chat til almost 4get 2 do de cover

luckily when chat ,
den rmb liao

and i do lo ,
after do liao ,
de stupid printer !
cant print ...
haih ...
waste more den 1 hour
so , send 2 lc
ask her help me save
and print at scl 2molo
haihz ...



* 24th June 2005 *

pass up moral project 2day !
but without de biodata pic
de pic monday...

during clean up time ,
pn. praticia ask how 2 go hong's hse
she 1 2 visit her
after tel teacher
she stil x un

so , tel her ask
mei or yeen or mw

at last ,
v went wit teacher

after scl ,
when 1 2 go ,
teacher's car block by a car

me and mw went 2 staff room ask 4 help

saw pn. wan ( media )
she ask us help 2 take her bag
we told her de situation ...
but she cant un wat m i toking about

cz i hand de action ,
she took out her hand
i think she thought i 1 2 salam wit her
jus lik de malay
kakaka ...
pn. saadah oso there

anyway ,
at last they un laa ..

but , she 1 2 go liao
so , mw help her take bags 1st

i ask other teachers 4 help
i saw pn. LLL

sw : " teacher ...
LLL : " sw , wat happen 2 ur hair ? "
sw >> -_-" zd

bla bla bla ...

haih ...

at last , we went 2 hong's hse

tat nite after bi tuition ,
went 2 church
n i lik de environment
x many ppl ( cz friday )
veli quiet ...
veli tenang ...



^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^ ^^

haih ...
wat i can do ?
cz de genetic la !!!


anyway , hv a
NEW START !!!
gua