26th NOVEMBER 2005

saturday ...

wake up at 6.xx in de morning
den , went 2 bio tuition

after tat ,
went bak kut teh 4 breakfast
wit sy and mei
til 12.xx pm

12.30 pm ,
went 2 kimia's seminar
2 in a day ...
reach home at 5.xx pm

~ my tuition's life END !!! ~
if i not mistaken laa
no more tuitions ( at least 4 tis year )
haha ...

den ,
hv my lunch at evening
vege and cake

evening ,
went 2 church at usual

2day ,
father tok about
" no pain , no gain "
" no short cut "
bla bla bla ...

anyway ,
hv 27 altar boys in 2day's mass !!!
break record lehh
sooo many
sum oso din do anything de
kakaka ...

wateva laa ...

can kap zai
wahahah ...

my stomach kinda pain
dunno izzit cz
gastric or wat

dun care laa ...
now ok abit liao
jus hv dinner ma
hehe ...

b4 mass start
chat wit dad in de car
tok about where study

bla bla bla ...

wat so good about tar ?
izzit study in m'sia is de best ?

y cant i go oversea ?
ppl's reason is finance
but i'm not
it's jus u wanna " look " at me !!!
so scare i'll change ahh ?

i goin 2 study business
4 wat ?
it's jus cz u 1 me 2 study
i dun lik it !!!

i hv choice ?
NO !!!
~ at least i dun think i hv ~

since young ,
i follow wat u ask me 2 do
future -- my jobs ...
stil follow

manners , attitude
i try my best 2 do wat u ask me to
although i stil not veli good
but ,
i'm jus a normal human being
homosapien
i'm not GOD !!!
wat u expect ?

dun put too much home on me ...
i dun1 de burdens

u thought i veli hope 2 study at australia ?
it's jus since i'll follow wat u say
study business
but ,
cant i go oversea ?
i jus hope can do sumthing tat
not u ask me to do

planning 2 study at
melbourne university
if not at perth or sydney
u thought veli easy ahh ?
i oso hv 2 work hard ...

ppl said college and university
is much more easier den f5
dun hv so much stress

but ,
i dun1 go f6 cz it's hard
kinda big risk oso
and i hate local U

anyway ,
i din hope and expect tat
i go there 4 fun

cz i not really feel i'm goin there 2
play , waste time or waste ur money
i go there 2 study
although i oso wil enjoy myself
~ may b gua , hope so ~

please laa
open ur old minded

ppl r ppl
i , me , myself
r diff wit others

every1 is diff
wil hv a diff life
no1 wil hv de same

bla bla bla ...

jus now ,
nearly cry in church

imagine ,
i'm crying now
while typing

i cant control my tears anymore ...

~ cry ~

i'm really sad !!!