how ?

may b
i think
tis is de
biggest konflik
paling hard 2 solve de pb
in tis year

comfirmation camp vs pesta ria !

haih ...
really veli headache ah

make me 1 2 cry
hv tears ...

` now i noe y man ping said
i look lik 1 2 cry liao
hee ...

me
din worry 4 exam
but tis ..
veli important !

i hope i can go both

how ?
where shud i go ?

* God ,
wil u punish me if i go pesta ria ?

~ teacher ,
wil u scold me / x happy
if i din go ?

i really dunno wat 2 do ...

y same day ?

y ?
y ?
y ?

9th of april 2005 !!!

may b tat day
is a good day gua

4 ppl b'day ...

hu can help me ?

i dun 1 regret !
i dun 1 make wrong dicision ...

hard
veli hard
super duber hard
really difficult 2 solve it

i mus think properly

ppl ask me 2 pray ~~~

i
1 2 go confirmation camp
and
hv 2 stay there
nid ...
compulsary !

i
oso 1 2 go
pesta ria
teacher said i mus b there

if compare ,
i noe
comfirmation camp
veli important
is more important
oni once in my life

but
pesta ria oso

scare
scare
scare

4 others ,
may b
it's a small pb

4 me ,
it's so so ... dunno how 2 say

me scare
cz of tis pb ?

sure
almost all of my frens
cant imagine tis

me oso wanna laugh
when think of tis

but

stil scare

wahaha ...

wat 2 do now ?
later go discuss wit teacher again lo

if not
how ???

me
stil not a good " follower "

which 1 shud i choose ?
where ?

both oso wil
print history in my life !

memory ...

haih ...

stil dunno how 2 choose ahh ...

i mus
i nid 2
i hv 2
sacrifice !!!

now ,
i really un liao ...

learn sumthing again

# sacrifice #

no other choice ?

suddenly
think of 1 poem ..
" The Road Not Taken " !
i think tat's de title
if i not mistaken

:o

bac ...

now , wat 2 do leh ?

how ?
how ?
how ?

stil bac 2 de Q
tat me adi
think 4 almost a month !

help me ahh ...
hu can help me ?

Doremon ,
where r u oo ?

i nid de
" shi guang ji "

in de harry potter story oso

i nid 2 go 2 places
at de same time !

may b i hv 2
cut into
HALF

if can
and
i wont die

wahaha ...

tis ,
may b
wil b de longest
page
tat i type

hiak hiak hiak ...

so ,
now oni can
kan kai yi dian lo !

everytime say tis 2 others
but
it's really hard 2 do it ..

i can !
i can !
i can !

i b'lif i can !
if not ,
oso jus
regret oni ma
sad lo ...

suo wei
sai wong shi ma , yen chi fei fu

you de bi you shi ma
mei shi , ze me de
mei de , jiu bu xu yao shi lo

but
i think
may b
i'll get de better 1

cz
God luv me !

^ ^

to b continue ...

can noe de ans on tat day

9th of april 2005 !

c u lo ...


p/s : any1 oso can post ur comment
2 gv me suggestions

if fei hua , i think i not really nid it
but u lik lo
c wat ur mind thinking ?
wat ur hands typing ?
wat ur eyes seeing ?
i dunno wat ...
i jus c lo , when u post
heheh ...

i think i'm de 1 hu saying fei hua
sendiri ss here ...

wahaha ...

my blog wat !!!

i lik !!!

:p

bler ~~~